Wednesday, June 19, 2013
permission to slow down
Monday marked my first day of leave. It's technically not maternity leave until the baby arrives, but my absence from the office has everything to do with being 37+ weeks pregnant.
At first, I had visions of working right up until the day I went into labor. Why waste a moment of leave if I'm not holding a newborn in my arms? But as summer plans fell into place at work (our building is undergoing a renovation and our office was relocated for the summer) and I realized the amount of time off I accrued, I began to consider what taking some time off before the little one arrives might be like.
Three days into this time off, I'm so thankful I did it. I approached this week somewhat cautiously, not wanting to send myself into labor by trying to accomplish everything on my to do list immediately. I am pacing myself with errands, cleaning and preparing parts of our home for the little one.
A friend graciously offered to come over and help me clean. I couldn't turn her down, but had a hard time determining what I want her to clean. What messy part of our home am I willing to share?
I've given myself permission to slow down. I have napped more than once. The bathroom is clean. I am nearly finished with a book read a book, which rarely happens. Baby laundry is done (for now). This morning, I am going to a friend's house for brunch. And the list goes on.
Slowing down to prepare my body and mind for this baby is more important than having a Pinterest worthy nursery. I've had visions of getting all the final details done in the baby's room, but that may or may not happen before the little one arrives. The necessary things are ready.
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